Monday, October 22, 2012

Here I go again!

For those of you of the 80's hair band persuasion... Here I go again is ringing in your head as an anthem. For those of you that are not... they are words on a page you are reading.

For me it seems like those words are a running theme for my life currently (and a song that rings in my head... Thanks Whitesnake!)

I am good at getting things started and good at dreaming but staying focused and completing the tasks at hand seem to be a challenge. I am sure their is a diagnosis for such a thing but I am determined to solve my challenge without the good opinion of others!

When I started the blog I was determined to write every week. Hell, I thought I would write at least 2 times a week and then some. But stuff just seems to get in the way. And ironically I keep writing about it. Read my last 3 blogs.

But it is interesting to note... stuff only gets in the way before (while song lyrics are ringing in my head)... I'm back, I'm back in the Saddle Again!

This is why I started writing in the first place, because I start and stop and start and stop this whole process... And I am hoping through blogging  that I find what works for me to stay focused on the goals at hand and then turn around and help other people.

So I got down to 187lbs at one point but now I am up to 197 again. I hate to do this but...WTF!

It wasn't one thing that took me off course but a series of things that took my focus away and I am totally responsible for all of it!

Today I got up a 1/2 hour earlier than usual (4am instead of 4:30) and worked out, packed all my food for the day and was determined to stay get the things done today on my list. This was one of them by the way... Get back to writing my blog!

Peace, Love, Health and Happiness!

Sincerely
Bill